I am grieve with church people.I am tired of fake people.I attend a ministry where there is a lot of love with the Pastor but not with the people. There is alot of Jealousy and Competition between different ministries.I am not strong in Faith and I do pray,but it hurts me deep with in that we are not unified as we should be because our Pastors teach us to be.I want o be close to God and I want to be in this ministry because of the powerful word that is being taught and I know my inheritance lies there,but because of the way the people talk about me and how they are.I do not want to go most of the time and its like I don't get missed.
They never call and check on me like they say call everyone else.I just feel that it would have been easier to have not been born because this is how I feel when I get there.